The Moan

Interpol-Evil

Have you ever thought of running away from where you are now? Running away from what you have now, just go somewhere else, far away from here and start anew? Well certainly this thought wasn't coming out of nowhere. If you have the same thought, chances are you are having a life in hell like mine-wake up in the morning-go to work doing the same things-be the subject of blame when things went wrong-watching other people get the credits when it's you who worked the shits up-go back home and it's a bloody same day tomorrow.

You might think this is just another disgruntled labour who should get another job or channel his grievances to the right avenue. I say go fuck yourself because this is my avenue and I can do anything I want within my fucking avenue.

Sometimes I feel I just want to lie in a field of grass and watch the stars but I know it's impossible to do that here because you might be robbed or killed. It's not safe here anymore. Few days ago, two people were slashed in a broad daylight, here in my neighbourhood. Just what the fuck is going on here? This is not the place I used to know before. It's not even safe anymore to go walkies around the neighbourhood. I dont know about yours, but mine is slowly depreciating.

The Song

The Coral-In The Morning

Razorlight-In The Morning

Listening to Muse's Knights of Cydonia reminisces me of Queen's Rhapsody Bohemian albeit its agnostic lyric. I'm sorry if I sound cliché here but I can't stop talking about them until 'The Day' comes...and probably you have to bear with the talks that come after that. Heh. The only thing that I'm afraid of right now is last-minute cancellation. Fuck them if they cancel this. I'm totally out of Malaysia if they do that! No, I'm serious!

OK, back to the song, personally I think it's political. I mean, look at this:

And how can we win? When fools can be Kings and No one's gonna take me alive The time has come to make things right You and I must fight for our rights You and I must fight to survive

I dont know what do you guys think about this but with what is going on today, who's not political?

Anyway, agnosticism and politics run through my veins right from the beginning and I think I can swallow this one right.

The Boy

Suede-Beautiful Ones

It's Nef. He's back. Or maybe he's been here all the while but I didn't know. I saw him in the rain just now. He looked at me from far and walked his way. Ugh, fuck him. I've had enough problems.

The Ticket

Muse-Showbiz

Need I say more? *chin up

The Whine

The Smiths-There Is A Light That Never Goes Out

While most people reveal their new year's resolutions in their first entry of the year, I just want to bitch about my unfulfilled last year's resolution. The one and only resolution. It's more like a wish actually. It's my failed attempt to gain my weight! When everyone is killing themselves to lose weight, I on the other hand killing myself by eating everything I think that can make me 10kg heavier. Yes people, 10kg heavier!

At 170cm I look like a lamp post that can be plucked anytime with the weigh I have now. Not that I'm too skinny, it's just that I think my current weight is not good enough.

On a second thought, it's not that it was really unfulfilled at all. I managed to gain 5kg last year, thanks to the generous food takings which I hope to repeat this year. I pledge to gain the missing 5kg this year.The mission continues. Happy New Year guys!