The Hike

Fall Out Boy-Dance, Dance The oil price has gone up again and I'm not surprised to see other goods to follow suit. Working class people like me will be fucked up big time. Thanks to your votes for the current government. So what's next? Mass retrenchment?

The Review

I watched the much-hyped Siamese horror movie 'Long Khong' today from the vcd I borrowed from Ab. Though without subtitle, I patiently watch it as I try to figure out what's really going on and making my own interpretation of the movie. It's a worth watch. I give it 3 out of 5 stars. 1 for good storyline, 2 for cute actors. Heh.

The Deal

Just as I stepped into my house after having dinner accompanied by Ab, Ray asked me if it's OK if we go for a jamming session this Saturday. I reluctantly agreed. He told me before that his friend is going to be there to 'observe' my drums performance. Fuck it. I'm not sure whether I can really play like what they expect me to.

The Sister

My sister called and told me she got first place in her class for the monthly test. She's one brilliant kid and I had promised her before that I'll give her something for her UPSR result. Though she didn't do well, she deserved it considering that she is placed in vernacular school. Guess what she wants...a keyboard! Yes, the one that makes sounds, not the one with the computer. Only if I had a better job...and payment.

The Recuperation

Talked to Dad today and he's recovering at home.

The Housemate

Received a message from Ray asking me to go jamming with him. I don't feel like it today. My handphone coverage was zero for a few hours today(which I don't know why even when I try to use Feast's. Fuck Celcom, I'm not even in the jungle) and when he asked about it, I told him I didn't received the message due to the reception problem. Blatant lie. Heh. Unsatisfied, he went on further by asking me to copy a couple of Radja's songs and asked me to listen to it while I'm in the midst of doing a marathon of 'Desperate Housewives Season 1'. The bond with my housemates blooms again.

The Opinion

I asked Yon's opinion on how to tell the truth to J. I asked her if it's OK for me to tell J that I have another guy(when in fact I'm not!) and that's why I want to break-up. She disagreed and insisted me to tell J what I really feel. Man, I'm not good at this. Really. She told me to write an email(considering that I'm not ready to tell J verbally) and just send it without looking back. "Just write what you feel and send it without looking back, otherwise, you'll have to amend things which is going to make things harder", she said. Earlier on today, a customer asked me on how to compose an email using his Yahoo account and even I'm not obliged to attend to such enquiry, I did. Now the table has turned and I'm asking my best friend's opinion on how to compose an email. A break-up email that is. Am I lampooning myself?

The Outing

Yesterday, I asked Put to save me from the boredom. She later picked me up from my house and went to Subang Ria before we headed to One Utama. Her boyfriend bought her a pair of gorgeous Guess watch. Nade and her boyfriend were with us too. I was the only one witout a partner and while ascending the escalator, Pree suddenly asked me "Don't you have a girlfriend?". I know they'd asked me this and people have been asking me the same question everyday that I'm killing myself. I just smile at them and hope they'll stop asking me this annoying query. They even planned to find me one! God forbids!. We had dinner at this Chinese food court in Sentul where we met with another straight couple. What a rough day.

The Boyfriend

Went to Subang yesterday to see my boyfriend. I didn't really want to see him because I realised I don't really like him. Yes, I've been telling this to myself for thousands of times and I didn't have the guts to tell him. I don't want to hurt his feelings. He's been too kind to me and I owed him lots of good deeds. We met at Zade's house where the queers gathered once a month. J was kissing my lips when I woke this morning. They just got back from MT which I decided not to go due to the self-imposed restriction. Not this month. After all, I don't really like MT. I prefer The Loft though it's not a favourite queers hang out, they play music that I like. Back to J, we were smooching in the presence of 2 other friends(God knows whether they had fall to sleep at that time). I was reluctant at first but he kept on caressing me, roaming his fingers all over my body, hoping to turn me on. He even tried to fingering me once more and like before, I moved his hand from going further. That's it. He just didn't get it. I don't like it. But I ended up with cum all over my chest. He jerked me off. His favourite pastime. What Zade told me is true. J won't let me fuck him anymore. I only fucked him once and that was when we first had sex. After that, he didn't let me to. He said it hurts him and he couldn't bare it. Not even on my birthday. What more can I say?

The Test

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship.. Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships.. It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life. In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

The Birthday

Today's my Dad's birthday and I called him and he's still in the hospital's bed.

The Raid

I heard that BB was raided last night. Heh. I only been there once and honestly, I didn't like the place. I didn't mean to be a bitch here but the place smells like roaches and the music sucks. No offence.