The Guts:Part 2

I found out (based on the Feng Shui calendar) that today is a good day to commence business, get married, travel and renovation. So, I tried the number again. Shit. The same thing happened.Guess it’s not a good day for me. I think he’s changed his number! Fuck!. Why is this happening to me? When I have the guts to talk to him? Hey YOU up there! Why do you hate me so much? What did I do to YOU to deserve this? Don’t you have heart?! Do you know what is it like to be alone?! What is it like when you love someone so much that he vanished without clues?! What did I do to you that you despise me so much?! Are you there?!